welcome to the studio it's very cold in here so bring double socks. there is no drinking or smoking in the studio, so be sure to consume as much as possible before the session. unless of course, you really care about capturing your music with the high degree of precision.

The Bankers have provided us with a tight web of a credit system to which we are hopelessly enslaved. *PAY BEFORE THE DUE DATE* every month to continue this lifestyle. If you don't have any monthly payments, you're simply not an "ADULT" in The Real World. Adults are enslaved by their mortgage payments, gas, electricity, and optional but common cellphone, internet, student loan, car insurance, car payments, credit card bills, and MORE credit card bills. The oppurtunity to *PAY BEFORE THE DUE DATE* comes not once but multiple times a month and ensures that you aquire EMPLOYMENT so that you can get your own place, put food on the table, and drive a car while talking on the cellphone. It's life get used to it.

Sure for the most part you can play the game and get good test grades and land that job interview and pay all your bills on time but how about that other side of you, the deep dark secrets you keep inside and hide from others, how about that other side of you? Primal urges, animal instincts - your needs. You need. Without you will suffer. Life must continue and could it be the meaning of life is to live a happy one so why not take care of your needs? When - the time is now. You need it now. Don't hold it in any longer. Get up, open that door, walk down the hallway, open that other door, and let it flow.

Don't forget to clean up after yourself. You probably won't have running water into a septic tank after we run away from The Bankers. Don't forget to learn how to take care of your needs. All this time someone else has been taking care of our needs and providing us with a complex framework within which we utilize our complex egos which is awesome and convienent but so deceptive. You will truly believe it is YOU taking care of your needs. Consider the process involved when you "all by yourself" drive a CAR you purchased thanks to "hard work" and to a STORE (which you believe you choose out of your own 'free will') and obtain food with the money you had to obtain from WORK which we all know is the main 'enemy' of our sacred FREE TIME and we all participate in varying degrees so we can eat and survive, which isn't a big deal "everyone else is doing it" and that's the way our parents raised us because they were raised that way or that's how we learned it on the television or that's how I learned in school or any other way you can expect to be enslaved by The Real World.

Enough thinking for the day. Go back to sleep. Wake up, go back to sleep. In between we are passing time and life is at the very least, this until we die. Go back to sleep. It's raining outside. You can't sleep on the street again. You will sleep on your neighbors couch and get your act together. Maybe tomorrow you can go job hunting, you know - go out and find a job. And don't be another one of those corporate robots, taking my money and handing me something that isn't yours, that you put on the shelf yourself after you opened that cardboard box. You recieved it into inventory this morning. It came on a UPS truck and who knows what it went through before it got to them. It's amazing but don't reflect on it. It's just the way things are and if you stop for a second to acknowledge this, it breaks. As soon as you call attention to it, it shatters and the broken pieces of your global perception are getting glued back together on my coffee table. You can sleep on my couch. Get a job tomorrow, and you can even take a shower here.

Don't forget to fix the hot water heater. That water can be very very cold. We probably won't have natural gas hot water heater when we run away from The Bankers. Don't forget to take care of your dependence on natural gas. Consider the process involved when you take your food home and cook them on a GAS stove and take a shower with water heated by GAS and put on clean clothes dryed by a GAS dryer then when you get the gas BILL you pay it right before the due date online straight from THE BANK, who you gave money to the other day as a DEPOSIT. After we run away from The Bankers you won't have a checking account and you won't have gas. It will be cold at night, so let's move to a warm climate when we run away, can we?

When we run away from "The Bankers and The Real World" we won't be able to drive cars that run on the gasoline we went to war for to a store which employs people for wages which are just low enough to keep them from advancing in the material world, while surviving. Our dollars would come out of the cash register the next day and go to THE BANK and most likely be used to pay a DEBT of some sort and then the bank will send it to another bank and that bank will lend it to someone else and make things even worse. After we run away from The Bankers and The Real World we don't be able to drive cars and make the rich people richer. We will WALK to the shop and put money in our neighbors POCKET in exchange for the food we need to survive. The next day the money will in turn go to another PERSON. This has always been our true economy and the flow of cash must return to this type of exchange.

In the meantime, we're apparently being spoonfed by a powerful group of rich people who take advantage of us to keep their system moving and they continue to get richer, while most of us stay afloat. A few of can us advance with hard work and get "sorta rich" and those who do not embrace the system of credit and employment will never cross the poverty line, and some will not survive at all. Stop giving your money to these people, or at least not as often and give MORE of your money to LOCAL FOOD, and family owned services. Urge the PEOPLE to whom you give money to do the same. Refrain from being EMPLOYED by companies owned by the richest people on the planet. Directly, you spend 1/3 of your waking life working hard to make more money for the richest people in the world while in return they give you JUST ENOUGH to get by. Even if you've gone to COLLEGE.

If you haven't gone to college, you must work especially hard to make the mortgage payments, gas, electricity, and optional but common cellphone, internet, car insurance, car payments, credit card bills, and MORE credit card bills. If you haven't gone to college, you will probably be faced with going into DEBT from a massive government loan allowing you to go to college and have a chance at living what is (relatively) a better life.

College is an interesting option. You're either a college graduate or you're not. It takes many years of work to obtain a degree which could MAYBE lead to a chance to work for salaries far greater than those who haven't. You will surely be enslaved by your mortgage payments, gas, electricity, and optional but common cellphone, internet, student loan, car insurance, car payments, credit card bills, and MORE credit card bills. Like everyone else, but for a college graduate who obtained a specialized position at a resourceful company could have money left over to buy a better home and have larger monthly mortgage payments, spend more on gas, use more electricity and more high tech devices and use more electricity more often, and optional but common hooked up cellphone, internet, student loan, better car insurance, a better car with higher monthly car payments, higher more serious credit card bills, and MORE really high serious credit card bills. Maybe you'll buy a boat and the best food for your family. Does this make you happy? You might be set, all this hard work paid off but it's getting late you have to go to sleep it's 5:22am and you have to get up for work in an hour. You have to take a shower with the gas powered hot water heater and put on your clean clothes dried by a gas powered dryer and drive your gas powered motor vehicle which you have insurance for and it's not an option and sit in traffic with all the other lemmings who believe this is the way life is and eight hours from now i'll be back to living according to free will and I can enjoy my house and my kids and eat my food and watch television and surf the web and anything else you do in america.

There's sugar everywhere. You are running on reserve battery power. Beating hearts race as the tongue tells the brain of the sweet wonders it has encountered. Feeling refreshed, a puff of smoke and the feelings pass "where has the time gone?", you ask. The times have nowhere to go they never left no that is also inaccurate and in suffice to say time can pass at all. To pass through time we are constantly in motion, as the material objects surrounding us vibrate so slowly that we perceive them to be practically still - time is still it is we and our world who moves through time, which stands still. We are changing everything is changing and we are everything, at least in part.

Drop out of this. Don't get out of bed until you need to eat. While you're up use the bathroom. Go back to sleep. Don't move or go anywhere until someone calls you. If you're lucky the days and weeks will go by until your cellphone is dead because you haven't paid the bill. The government shows up telling you if you can't pay your bills you can't have this house anymore and you're out. You are self reliant so you can't call anyone for help. But you don't need help. You will be free.

One day, I hope - we will all be free